why did i choose this name..i'm wonder~
i keep feeling low, and down to the earth whenever someone told what i did wrong..even though it's true that i did that but the thing is..i can't really accept it is told by someone else..i admit that i feel very annoyed when someone rebuke me, in a way that i assume unappropriate, that my body tend to throw it away..but..but..i felt as if i'm no good and did everything wrong in all the things..it doesn't feel right..i hope that this feeling will go away.. so that i will at ease receiving the reprimand from others with an open hand..but there will always something that kept me from doing that..
i suppose being good is very hard.. there is so many obstacles that i have to go through before i can reach that level.. it is a long way to go i believe.. but it's worth to live in..
creating this page..i suppose.. sharing makes me stronger..even though i'm not good at every thing i did but i'm glad that i did my best..
i keep forgeting things that i suppose to do..i barely remember to charge my cellphone whenever i ran out of battery..i keep saying those excuses for my misbehave.. i keep saying my sorry to my friends..by the end of my day i began to feel exhausted for sorry that i spread among others surround me..
do you how tired it would be just being good in front of other while you are not as good as they want you to be..pretending can be so tiring..hypocrite is another word suitable for me...
thats all for now..hope can keep writing..hope those who read this can get benefit even though it is just a tiny new perspective..thank you for your time~
when i'm feeling low
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